Fed

Depressed. Well, kinda..

I hate today. Tuesday will definitely not my day starting from today. I hate how everything have been doing well until I found out something that absolutely cracked me down.. Yes I've been walking out of the line lately but I didn't know that everything's gonna be this bad. Mom made me fed up a lot. I swear she was shouting and saying that didn't make any sense to me. I should've not told her about the whole internet thingy. F this...

Feist Live In Fairground, Jakarta 2012

Hi! I kinda forgot to tell you about Feist's amazing concert 2weeks ago..:-P Nah, the concert started at 9 pm, and i was there at 7 so me, Aas&Sasha had to wait around 2 hours before the show started. Pretty exhausted but it was paid with the amazing performance of Feist and the unbelievable Erlend Øye from Kings of Convenience as the opening act! I was literally shocked when I found out that he's going to be performing that nightttt! 375.000 for Feist&Erlend is totally WORTH MY MONEY :)

I forgot to bring my camera so these photos above are taken by Hadijah Larasti a.k.a Aaz :)

Missing u it hurts

You know that kind of feeling when you miss some people you used to meet everyday and going crazy every single second??? I miss you nis,thi.. It's effing hurts that org yg paling deket sm gue, malah yg paling jarang contact2an :( i miss our laughter, our lame jokes, our loud voices, doing crazy stuff shameless in public.. Gosh how i miss sharing everything with you. Gila3x, sekarang kita udah bener2 ga contact2an satu sama lain, pada busy sama sekolah masing2..ugh. I thought, even distance separates us, we keep close to each other's mind&heart :( but i was quite wrong i guess..

1st Quality Time Ever

Y'know.. I spent yesterday's night with him in Jco. We chit chatted about 2-3hours until he decided to walk around..blah3x then at 6 we went to pim to check what was going on in there and at 7 we went home. We went home by taxi together hehe.. He bought micky mouse&minnie mouse mini doll andd he kept the minnie and he gave me the mickey :)

Day 22

I am such a corward and a big fat liar for not telling the truth to him. I've been avoiding some shits lately and been comforting him with too many lies. Yes, I don't feel the same anymore. It's all your fault for making me waiting for a long time with my hopes held high.. I gave you some signs remember?? But you just made it more complicated and made it too long to do it. I am sorry I've been telling lies too much.. I just don't want to hurt you. But dear, I think I'm not the one for you.. I'm just waiting for the right time to give up? you're too kind for me that's why I don't want to hurt you. Love you?

Stress enough.

I have physics test tomorrow but now all I'm doing is listening to Death Cab For Cutie and drawing some random stuff. I know I should've study by now but what am I gonna study if I don't even understand a single thing that has written in that Mechanic book?!?!?! I'm totally fucked up

Good Morning

Oi! Just woke up&now I'm having my breakfast. It's plain yoghurt with dragon fruit. Taste super+yummy :9

Pretty Package

It's Saturday's Night and I'm all alone in my bedroom+I'm gaining fat by eating Nestle's cereals.

Bummer.
Nopal is hanging out with his friends tonight. And oh, I bet they're having some fun right now. Yeah I'm sure they are. Now I'm skype-ing with Dhia ahahah! She always accompanies me every-single-night whenever I need her, she will be there //yea. *HUGS* Nah this week has been so though in school. My friends went through some dramas&tears. And most of them because; a fake person who has an expert level of covering her/his true identity.


I still believe in "Don't Judge Book by Its Cover".. yeah. Well, when a girl is pretty, doesn't mean she's pretty inside too. Maybe she has the perfect hair, the perfect body, the perfect face, and other perfect part of her body but inside she's nothing but a monster. She hurts her best friend a lot, she made her cry. And she always wants to be the perfect thing alive. She feels hurt when a boy likes her friend instead of her. 


Maybe now she's acting like a total innocent, but someday, believe me, we'll know who she is.


Goodnight?