"Maybe i was too selfish, but what i know i just tried to do my best. But i guess i didn't notice any sign from you that you understood me. "
December 2011, such a precious month, i promise i will never forget everything wonderful that happened in this month.. And i thank God, for giving me something that make me smile again, you. It's just somehow make me feel relief, amazed, and shocked to know that someone out there is sneaking out to find every little thing about you, and what matters most is, he loves you. I've never fell in love with someone beside my family before. I did adore some guys in my junior high school before, but it turns out to a waste of time.
Everyday is getting brighter with him by my side, and what in my mind before going to bed and after i wake up is him. No, I'm not trying to make this sounds cheesy, but this is what I'm feeling right now, in love. Sounds cheesy but yeah, I'm on it. 4 months of struggle and effort from him to get me.. I appreciate it. Sometimes he could be the selfish son of a biatch but sometimes he could be an angel from heaven.
21 January 2012 // 21112 - The journey has started.
I hope you will be something worth to remember in my life. Since you're my first one, have a try. You might know me more, and maybe you may hate me more. I might a person you've been searching for, or I might a person you'll regret later. Love you